I haven't felt this light in a long time, and I don't mean my weight, I'm as fat as ever! Things aren't technically different, I'm not really any closer to accomplishing anything than I was before. But. But it's different still, even if everything may look the same. Maybe it's just me, maybe I'm different. But I haven't felt this relaxed, this light, this able to breathe in a long time.
Life is hard work. It just is. Nothing good comes easy and nothing worth having is free. I get those things better than I used to. I believe them now anyways, and so, now that I can breathe, I can work. I can do what I need to do, or dare I say want to do, to make my life what I want it to be. It feels good.
tj
Good feeling,isn't it!! Takes a long time to get there,but its worth it!
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